I could of done something very stupid tonight. But I walked away instead. 

#pride

plan: stay in, drown myself in food. moan for doing such a thing. cry. move on. new found postive attitude with life.


sounds about right to me. 

Maybe it’s cos i’m over tired.
but i literally could burst into tears. i’m feeling soo homesick
i don’t know what to do.
i’ve got a job interview on monday in a sweet chocolate coffee shop. i need the money. i know i can’t be fussy wear i work. i just don’t know what i want to do.
and i don’t want to mess the lady around.

all i want right now is to be wrapped in my duvet on the sofa in the lounge watching endless amounts of tv. with my dog by my side, decent food in the cuboard and my family in the next room.

i’m sure as soon as i wake up tomorrow i’ll feel alot more positivie.

i’m just blue. :(